Sunday, November 13, 2011

Day Forty-One

I thought I was afraid of my dysfunctional future-self. Turns out what I'd been so afraid of was happening all this while.

I went through my old friend's blog, through all the pictures and posts, to realize that I'd let my life pass me by without even noticing. All those times I used to not bother at school to make friends or to even put effort to involve... I can't even remember why I was so aloof to begin with. I guess I thought it made me look cool or something. Ha-ha, now look who sits alone.

Well, now it's like I'm the girl that never existed. Not in year books, not in class photos, not at parties, not out with friends. Where was I?


  1. sending all the love and hugs your way x

  2. thanks dalila. sigh... one day at a time, one day at a time.