Tuesday, December 5, 2017

I can't make you
if you don't.
But when you do,
if you ever,
please don't hurt me.

Thursday, November 30, 2017

So what are you afraid of?

I'm not usually afraid of things.
Not afraid of getting hurt
or falling
or failing
or having to start all over.

The thing I fear most
is if I'm not able to feel it ever again.
What if he was my true love
and I pushed him away?
What if I compare everything I have
to how I felt with him?
Because nothing could ever come close.
Nobody could ever make me love them more.

But someone did come close enough
to making me look like a fool
and although he kept me only just within reach,
it made me feel better knowing that
for a little while
I could feel something.

Wednesday, November 22, 2017

Tuesday, November 21, 2017

"If you don't want something to happen,
then I think it's best you just don't see me anymore," I said.

"Is this the last time I'm going to see you?"

"That depends on what you want."