I actually believed that I was going to marry you.
I am so stupid.
Monday, August 8, 2016
Two people are perfect for each other
They're meant for one another
The timing isn't right
And if you're impatient like me,
waiting is drowning in the hours and seconds of the day
is like holding your breath under water
as you're swimming against the strong currents inside you
bursting to come up to the surface
Tuesday, August 2, 2016
This morning was different from our usual mornings. You were different. And me? I think I've been someone else for quite some time now.
I think somehow I became so consumed with this idea of something else, that I forgot how good I had it...
Actually, you know what? I can't even explain myself. I can't find the words to justify what I did. I'm not a nice girl.