Monday, August 8, 2016


Two people are perfect for each other
They're meant for one another

But timing...
The timing isn't right

And if you're impatient like me,
waiting is drowning in the hours and seconds of the day

And patience
is like holding your breath under water
as you're swimming against the strong currents inside you
bursting to come up to the surface

Saturday, August 6, 2016

I'm such a loser

Thursday, August 4, 2016

Wednesday, August 3, 2016

Trying to be friends with your ex

is like putting on a disguise
but you already know what the other looks like naked
Like you're both actors in a scene where things are just fine
but you know it's not

Like donuts being flung at a fat girl
Oh so sweet and tempting
It's just so easy to fall in back to old habits
but then you realise this isn't good for you

It's like two people who once knew each other very well
who have made something beautiful together
but all it takes is a little doubt to overturn and capsize it all
and rebuilding something new takes effort

Almost like you're rebuilding a lie
Something that isn't
but you try to make like it is

The reason why people tell you not to get tied down too young

When you're single, you're independent
You don't rely on anyone
You don't hide behind anyone

Nobody is there to cover your flaws
Nobody is there to enable your bad habits
Nobody is there is to hold you when you need it

But who says that's a bad thing? Because that's the time you love yourself harder than you've ever loved yourself before. That's when you see yourself for who you truly are. No one is going to tell you nice things when you know you're crap. So what happens next?

You better yourself because:
You work on your weaknesses
You change your bad habits
You pull yourself up when you're down

So the reason why people tell you not to get married too early is because you miss out on you. So go and love yourself fiercely.