I'm awake at 4:19AM looking you again, wondering if you've ever thought of me. It doesn't matter now that everything and everyone has moved on... but I still wonder. I can't shake off this feeling of how badly I want to find you upset and unhappy. But you're not. You're happy, you always have been. And I had always been the girl watching you be happy, never truly having closure.
Sigh, one of those nights again. I need to sleep. And call labu first thing in the morning.