Thursday, December 1, 2011

Cold Night Kimchi

It's raining again. I'm leaning back on my seat with a nice cup of hot kimchi ramen (but more like asam meets maggi) in front of my open window. I mean, there is no better way to pay tribute to this lovely night.

Well, it's only been the second week of the semester and I'm beginning to feel all this insecurity and self-doubt. I'm getting better at my Physics though, but that's all it is. Just minute progress. I worry, you know. Every time I look around, everybody seems to be just fine. Am I the only one worrying here? I guess... I guess I'm not as smart as I thought I was. I guess I'm ordinary. And I guess all I have to do is really just change all that and be the person I've always believed I was before. I mean, I never seemed to worry so much then.

Hm, the lightning's starting now. It's kind of funny, they're like giant flash bulbs hiding between the clouds. Yesterday night I came to bed late, and as I laid in bed I stared out my window and it was so beautiful that it made me forget sleep entirely. You know how they have meteor showers? Well this was a lightning shower. It wasn't raining. It's wasn't loud. Just lightning. Lightning without thunder. I don't know about you, but there was something so beautiful about the silence of the night with Zeus practicing his back arm into the midnight sky.

And this might probably be the only thing I like about Puncak Alam.

Hehe. And the instant ramen too!